Monday, February 15, 2016

“THE DAY THE MUSIC DIED”


Originally written in February 2015 but not posted to VandalNation

On a funereal February morning in 1959 I was at my desk, peering through the classroom window, watching the huge snowflakes pile up in drifts on the playground at St. Joan of Arc parochial school, fearfully contemplating the loss of my immortal soul and my imminent trip to the sinful regions of hell for the sacrilegious consumption of two pieces of bacon.

In those guilt-plagued, dismally dogmatic days of Catholicism, the taking of morning communion required a four hour fast prior to receiving the sacrament, and this was actually the source of my anxious trepidation. As a result of this fasting business, parochial school students (“Little Cadets for Christ” as we were called by our century old self flagellating principal,  Sister Paul of the Perpetual and Never Ending Misery) had to pack not only a lunch but a breakfast, the latter to be eaten after the daily 8:00 a.m. Mass  and compulsory communion.

My 9-year old mind cursed my weakness, my inability to “…avoid the near occasion of evil” which resulted in the unfortunate bacon devouring incident earlier that morning, when temptation completely overcame me and I surreptitiously snatched those seductive strips right off of my younger brother’s breakfast plate. Thankfully, he was quite content to give up the purloined pork quietly, without a fight. Fortunately for me, my brother was a non-eater – I cannot remember him ever eating a meal at the table – who had the highly developed skill of hiding and moving his food around his dish in an attempt to create the impression of an empty plate.

“Appelez-vous de rester a jeun pas de nourriture ce matin,” (“remember the fast—no food this morning”)  my mom, facing the stove reminded me in French, which, back in the day, was only spoken around the house by my mother and us two boys, much to the chagrin of my East side Detroit father.

“Speak English, damn it” he barked, which always elicited a sly smile from my mother.
“Oui, ma mere”, I said as I turned my back to the table, quickly jamming the greasy meat into my mouth.

According to church doctrine which was drummed into our little catholic crania with the intensity of a Soviet re-education gulag, the earlier eating violation made me ineligible to receive communion.  My problem, the nagging thought that struck a religious chord of dread deep within my eternal soul (which scared the shit out of me that particular morning) was, when I took communion anyway, I was looking at the Catholic equivalent of a Class “A” major felony… a MORTAL SIN!  

In those days at Parochial School, the obligatory morning Mass was not the casual, happy-faced, low key affair of today with guitar strumming hippie-scum and the never ending handshaking and the “go in peace” over-familiar interaction. Mass was disquietingly austere and somber, a private experience creepily replete with the “smells and bells”, the entire event (songs and liturgy) performed in Latin…and sometimes (in a High Requiem funeral Mass) with a dead guy lying right in front of the altar. As intimidating and distracting as all this may have been to 9 year old, the very idea of not receiving daily communion at morning Mass was inconceivable, an anathema.  Occasionally some wise guy would plant his butt on the pew and refuse to get with the communion program.  Such ill advised behavior would be met with swift, pitiless and frightfully harsh retribution, humiliatingly delivered in front of the entire school.  Rapid response nuns would converge like a well organized Swat Team and surround the violator, plucking him out of the pew by the ear and delivering him with dispatch to a nearby confessional, where, by some metaphysical religious phenomena, the perpetrator was met by a waiting priest who was already seated deep in the horrifically dark recesses of the confessional box, beckoning like some eerie Hammer film character. The clear implication was that these Draconian measures were not only warranted but necessary… only a single step from calling in Father Damien to exorcise the Godless infestation which snatched the spirit of the guilty nine year old malefactor and compelled him to skip the Blessed Sacrament.  

So, that morning at Mass, when our second grade teacher Sister Mary Joseph began her communion line routing routine, directing the kiddie traffic up to the communion rail like a colossal crossing guard penguin, I knew full well that failure to get in the queue would place me in imminent jeopardy. I proceeded to panic in the pew and got in line, opting for eternal damnation, which I figured would at least buy me some time before the swift and certain Devine retribution would strike. Believe it – back in the day, Jews had nothing on parochial school children when it came to dragging around all that overstuffed Samsonite, packed to popping with self reproachful angst. To suggest Catholic kids had only a slight guilt problem was like saying Jeffery Dahmer had a mild eating disorder.
With this mindset, I sat staring out the window, filled with self loathing and unable to eat the breakfast my mom had packed, gloomily pondering my mortal sin and my untimely eternal damnation… at only 9 years of age. 

“Hey, you know what?” I turned away from the window to see Jimmy Versical, lanky and lop-eared even then, eyes bulging, bursting with news. “Buddy Holly, The Big Bopper and Richie Valens were all killed in a plane crash last night!” he blurted, unable to hold it in any longer. “I heard it on the radio…it’s true – you can ask John or Joe,” which automatically cinched the veracity of the claim. John and Joe were Versical’s older brothers, 11 and 12 respectively and, for all practical purposes ersatz adults in addition to being walking Wikipedia on all subjects related to Rock and Roll music. Versical and I would spend hours in his basement listening to his older brother’s 45’s on a rickety little (state of the art) portable record player turned up to “full” volume, the music squeaking out of the single tinny speaker barely louder than a church mouse fart. (Show that antique devise to a person under 20 years of age and watch them scratch their heads attempting to determine its function.)
We loved The Silhouettes’ “Get A Job” (yip, yip, yip, yip, yip, yip, yip – mum, mum, mum, mum, muma, Get a job…), Rick Nelson’s “Be – Bop Baby(Be-bop baby in her old blue jeans, just as sweet as she can be…just my Be-bop baby and me), The Penguin’s “Earth Angel” and “Why Do Fools Fall in Love” by Frankie Lyman & the Teenagers. Our favorites were The Big Bopper’s “Chantilly Lace”, Richie Valens’  “La Bamba” and all of Buddy Holly, who, in the pantheon of Rock and Roll Gods of the day, was 1st among equals.

The lyrics of this musical genre were decidedly un-cerebral, simple and sweet and spoke of an old fashioned innocence – love, life, loss – all the emotional raw material necessary to achieve the American Dream.  Although these notions may be completely unfamiliar to contemporary America, it was music that celebrated the “Be-Anything-You-Want-Baby-Boomer”, coming of age generation and reflected the culture of the day perfectly.

Versical’s excited utterances created a buzz in the classroom, drawing a crowd as half eaten egg sandwiches and thermoses filled with tepid cocoa were abandoned at the desks. Billy Zerrilli, both his tiny hands wrapped around a breakfast cannoli (his mother always made him the most magnificent post communion breakfasts in the school) piped in.

“No foolin’, Sam?” he intoned, using his very best Eddie Haskell impression. Billy, a naturally loquacious   skinny little smart-ass, had it down perfectly, capturing not just the voice and head bobbing physical characteristics but the essence of the character. Close your eyes and you would think Ken Osmond was actually in the room, cracking wise. Billy, always the perfect gentleman in front of the nuns, was actually the most foul mouth kid in the class.

“No foolin’—they’re dead, probably burned to a crisp Joe says,” Versical answered. The huddled group of 2nd graders all solemnly nodded in unison, recognizing the gravity of the situation. When a 5th grader (especially one with Joe Versical’s Rock and Roll celebrity bona-fides) made an official proclamation like this, it was as reliable as a police report.

“How come they didn’t use their parachutes?” Little Sammy Ventimiglia asked suspiciously.
“There was no time – they probably crashed into a mountain…or something,” Jimmy Versical speculated emphatically, realizing instantly he was on shaky ground with this theory, which was pure conjecture.

Sal, who sat in the “V” section as a result of the anally alphabetical organizational classroom chart on which all nuns insisted, was not mollified by Jimmy’s lame explanation. (Curious how lifelong friendships are sometimes forged by virtue of the pure randomness of the first letter of one’s surname.)
“How do you know they hit a mountain…maybe snow got in the engines and froze them up!” Sammy challenged, pointing out the window to the snow-filled playground.  As 2nd graders with a rather limited world view and, (as it was not yet part of our curriculum), any knowledge of geography, it never crossed our mind to question Sammy’s logic …that the weather conditions might have been different  some 2000 miles away where the crash actually occurred. (In fact, although the snow-blown weather conditions were present, pilot error was the official determination of the cause of the crash.)

“Well, anyway…they’re dead,” said Versical morosely.

Suddenly my concern for my own eternal spiritual situation, at least for the moment, was secondary. I was unfamiliar with death, never even having known anyone who had died, and probably didn’t entirely grasp the concept of mortality.  However, as a result of the 24/7 church indoctrination, we all had a propensity to view virtually everything in our lives through a prism of religiosity. So overwhelmed  was I with this concept of my own spiritual transgression, my first thought was if the Almighty would arbitrarily and capriciously allow a tragedy like this to befall someone as famous Buddy Holly – with  no warning whatsoever – what  terrible fate may await me…any second?  What if Buddy did not have the benefit of, in the parlance of the nuns, “…the state of grace” when he bought it? What if he was smeared with the shit stain of mortal sin and therefore doomed? If there was no time for parachutes, I reasoned, there probably would not be time for what your confessor would refer to as “…a good Act of Contrition”. 

My predicament was, literally, a matter of life and death. With a three day wait until Saturday confession (this was Thursday – mid-week confessions were heard on Wednesday and the rules were definitive – a “Good Act of Contrition” was insufficient when a confessor was handy), I had created a multiple day exposure to eternal damnation. 
Upon further reflection I realized that Buddy might not have even been Catholic and, again, according to church dogma as translated by the nuns, would probably burn to a crisp anyway in the fire and brimstone of the abyss; Church doctrine of the day was quite clear regarding non-Catholic’s limited chance at hitting the heavenly lottery. (Protestants, however, were in a better position than the poor Jews who, according to Sister Mary Joseph, were utterly and completely locked out of Goyim glory, celestially speaking. Forget about Muslims, Hindus, and Buddhists…they were not even on the Vatican radar.)

The logical extension of this theological thought process hit me with a blinding flash of the obvious; if poor Buddy was a non-catholic – almost certainly doomed – and wasn’t bound by all this fasting nonsense and ubiquitous rules and regulations, he could eat all the bacon he wanted – whenever he wanted – with probably no affect on his immortal soul. As I was constantly unable to resist temptation and already in deep shit with this mortal sin affair, I was fairly convinced that I would never be able to hack Catholicism and dared to wonder if perhaps I could switch teams…maybe hook-up with one of the off-brand religions like Methodist or Episcopalian. Based on what I could glean from my few non-catholic buddies, these surrogate orthodoxies appeared to be a virtual lights-out-steel-cage-free-for-all … no fish requirement on Fridays (and no more of those dreadful Friday TunaLinks either – an early version of a meat substitute product made of tuna fish shaped like a hotdog that managed to taste like neither), no standing, sitting, kneeling at church on Sunday – actually no mandatory church on Sundays! No more terrifyingly somber confessionals. No more keeping score of mortal and venial sins (Sister Mary Joseph actually had developed a point formula for keeping track of our sinful transgressions, with each venial sin assigned a point value. Too many points and the sheer weight of your collective venial sins magically morphed into one massive mortal sin, placing you in harm’s way for all of eternity.) I realized the idea of abdicating Catholicism was, of course, a pipe dream; my Mom would never allow it. I was stuck, my soul slowly circling the ecclesiastical drain.

“Breakfast period is over,” announced Sister Mary Joseph suddenly from the front of the classroom, her slight brogue immediately distinguishable from our nasal mid-western accents. “Return to your desks and clean up your area,” she said sternly, shooting the fish-eye directly my way, sniffing out sin like some pious bloodhound.  She was a newly minted nun, a first class Irisher, round-faced and pudgy, with translucent white skin and a saddle of brown freckles running across the bridge of her little pug nose. Outfitted in the traditional garb of the nuns of the day (think “Bells of Saint Mary”), her hair-hiding- habit concealed what we all guessed was a thatch of bright red tresses, although due to the black ironclad costume, we would never really know. So heavily ensconced in oppressively modest clothing were the nuns back in the day, it was doubtful that Sister MJ ever even had a glimpse of her own pristine cooter.

Later that day after lunch I remember we were instructed to fall in line (in parochial school, one “lined up” for literally everything…coming, going – eating, shitting) to file into the church basement to watch “Bert the Turtle”, a  Civil Defense film (“There was a turtle by the name of Bert...Bert the turtle was very alert!” Apparently, as a turtle, Bert had the unique advantage of handily hauling around a fallout shelter on his back.) The film depicted schoolchildren who, upon seeing the “flash” of an atomic weapon, were instructed to “roll, duck and cover”, (I am not making this up), which, amazingly, was our singular defense against a nuclear holocaust. 

After the propaganda film, the older kids, Joe Versical among them, who were also in attendance and familiar with the film, demonstrated the proper method of the “roll, duck and cover” preparedness maneuver.

“What’s up with him?” Joe asked his brother Jimmy, noticing my less than enthusiastic duck and cover effort.

“He broke his fast before communion this morning and committed a mortal sin… he’s worried about his soul,” Jimmy cavalierly answered, as if I had forgotten to brush my teeth that morning.

“What?” Joe laughed. “What a dope – that’s only a venial sin…everybody knows that. The only reason they don’t want you to eat before is that it’s too hard to pick the pieces of the Host out of the puke when you punks get sick!” (Joe was correct about picking the Host out of the mess the little shits – who were constantly getting sick and puking all over practically everything – would make, especially in the winter. The Ecumenical Council theory of Transubstantiation – the conversion of spirit to body – maintained that the Communion Host was not simply the symbolic body of Christ, but was literally the body of Christ, therefore necessitating the officiate to collect the remains of the Eucharist  from the mess.)

Joe had already gone through the Confirmation process the year before, elevating him to official “Soldier of Christ” status – a very big deal in the Catholic Church. As far as I was concerned, this opinion was authoritative and there was absolutely no need for additional theories which would only muddy the waters. Doctrine-wise, I was in the clear.

My immediate sense of relief was palatable.  I did a quick point count in my head and determined that I was well within the venial sin maximum – with points to burn – and in no immediate danger of crossing over to the mortal sin side. No longer plagued by the sword of reverential reprisal hanging over my head and off the eternal damnation hook, I cruised through the rest of the day, sans souci, my child’s mind quickly shifted gears leaving questions of life, death and faith for another day.
So thankfully angst-free was I that before the school day had expired, I fished into my pocket for the $3.00 that had been earmarked for the purchase of a genuine Northland Pro hockey stick and magnanimously ponied- up for yet another “Pagan Baby”.

For the uninitiated, the so-called “The Pagan Baby Rescue Fund” was a 1950's missionary program operated under the auspices of the arch-diocese of Detroit with the ostensible goal of baptizing into Catholicism every child in the universe, thereby saving countless souls from the eternal damnation. This was accomplished through the (paid) “sponsorship” of unsaved little pagan babies by parochial school children within the Diocese. Sponsorship "donations" were  $3.00 per child and entitled the student sponsor to confer upon the little “pagan” a Christian name, which was codified on a handsome certificate of baptism and sponsorship. The nuns would then hang these certificates above the blackboard along with a picture of the newly minted Catholic child. While I was pretty much geographically challenged, I had seen countless Tarzan films at the Saturday afternoon movies and it was clear that these poor little "pagans" were of some sort of African heritage. 

Encouraged by the nuns, kids in our school would compete to see who could step-up and "save" the most pagan babies. By acquiring this latest little celebratory pagan (my 7th - all numbered consecutively and christened as "Freddie" after me, their magnanimous sponsor), I was building quite an impressive virtual Pagan Plantation, leap-frogging Dean Williams, my nearest competitor, who was trailing badly with only 5 babies in his little stable. 

Alas, later that day I received my first lesson in phony religiosity. After school that same dreary February afternoon, I wandered into an empty 4th grade classroom down the corridor where I had occasion to see the string of their pagan baby pics hung over the blackboard. To my horror, I identified at least three of my little Freddie pagans in that picture lineup. Apparently the Arch-diocese, in perpetrating this pagan baby racket, were more than happy to take my $3.00 per pagan fee, but too cheap to buy more than one set of bogus African baby pictures. Further investigation showed that every classroom had the exact set of 30 photos of the same sorrowful, soul-less African kids. Disillusioned with the entire spurious sham, pagan baby Freddie #7, sadly, was the last soul I saved.  


I have reflected on that winter day many times over the last 57 years, amused at how the world has so drastically evolved it would be unrecognizable to that little kid who is still searching for answers to life's unsolvable riddles. We have come far, my fellow Boomers and I, from those sometimes somber, black and white days of America, right through the turbulent times of social upheaval in the '60's. We were the Vanguard of a Cambrian explosion of an exhilarating metastasis, the leading edge of a revolutionary transition. We were special, we foolishly told ourselves, chosen especially to be the instrument of epoch change...only to finally realize that time touches everything and, to our chagrin, like some cosmic bad joke, we grew up to be no more unique than anyone else.   

And what of my pals who shared that day so long ago?  Billy Zirilli faded into the ether of time, long forgotten by history. Jimmy Versical was still searching, sadly contemplating the limits and latitude of loss from the bottom of a bottle until his untimely death at age 63.  

Little Sammy Ventimiglia? Sammy grabbed the brass ring of life, establishing success on the building blocks of three basic principles: 1) Never waste an opportunity to make a friend; 2) Never do business with people that have no money; 3) Never cook Marinara gravy in a white shirt.

And me? I long ago resolved at least one of the age old questions…it was right in front of me all these years, buried in the lyrics of the day:

What is Love?
Five feet of heaven on a ponytail…
The cutest ponytail -
That sways with a wiggle when she walks.
                                     The Playmates, 1959
That’s it for now. Try not to freeze your asses off and I'll see you all  down the road.

Freddie Van
(a simple child of god)

Friday, January 15, 2016

GOD, MAN AND TRUMP IN THE NEW AMERICA: ON EXPERIENCING “THE DONALD”

The phenomenon of Donald Trump is as puzzling as it is alarming, and not solely because he’s the only presidential candidate in history who has the cajones to appear in public with a dead badger on his head. In the most stunning display in all of Lackeydom, virtually all of the electronic media -- most notably conservative talk radio and the cable TV political talking heads (especially FOX News and its star anchorman, Bill O’Reilly, the Ron Burgundy of cable news) are burning out their olfactory systems chasing the anterior regions of “The Donald” hoping desperately to cop a sniff. For most of these defacto apologist toadies, loss of access is the motivating factor which is manifested by a compulsion to justify their journalistic malpractice in accepting Trump’s rambling braggadocio, nonsensical narratives and his ever increasing outrageous “policy” positions -- which change from day to day depending on the capricious vagaries of his current mood.

To be fair, there is something inherently wrong with any profession that not only allows, but encourages, its adherents to viciously besmirch colleagues and friends of long standing with baseless innuendo and outright lies while touting their own "deeply held" Christian values with a certitude found only in small children and imbeciles. But Trump takes his own brand of political disparagement to an innovative new level. His sophomoric “shoot-from-the-lip” style of reckless name-calling, imprecise language, exaggerated claims and amazingly uninformed positions elevates banality to new, nosebleed  heights while lowering social discourse to uncharted depths. His laziness in lack of preparation and inability to focus on detail in virtually all of his proposals is matched only by the reticence of any of the media to “drill down” on his ideas.  The rambling, stream of consciousness, non-answer diatribes may seem unique to our new class of celebrity media sycophants, but his bluster is merely another (albeit novel) form of the same age-old evasive double-speak -- the KY jelly that the political class has been using to “schlong” the American public for decades. When other candidates are up at zero-dark-thirty pressing the flesh in coffee shops in the primary states, “The Donald" is literally “phoning it in” – doing call-in interviews -- with cable news morning talk show rabble that grovel shamelessly while serving up a steady diet of softball questions.  Possessing neither the discipline nor patience, Trump would be to good governance what Eddie Haskell was to sincerity.

During one of the earlier debates, while Jeb Bush, (in whose head Trump lives...rent free), was pointing out the myriad inconsistencies of his positions, the split screen depicted “The Donald” clowning and mugging for the camera, bobbing his head and peering down his nose with an arrogant, disdainful frown. Cross his arms and place a black Fez on his pathetic comb-over and he would be a dead ringer for Benito Mussolini in the iconic veranda scene. At the same debate, Hugh Hewitt (one of the few journalists that actually came prepared with follow-up questions) queried Trump on the condition of the aging Nuclear Triad. Trump, who has consistently bragged that, among all the candidates, he “…is the best on the military,” appeared momentarily panicked at the question, eyes glazing over, like a guy in an S&M 3-way choking on the leather collar while desperately trying to remember the safeword.  He quite clearly had never even heard of the Nuclear Triad, which didn't stop him from embarking on a cringe-worthy, long-winded, loquacious wild goose chase, finally summing up with the head scratching statement “…Nuclear is important to me – very, very important”.

“The Donald” is the ultimate result of 35 years of corrupt teacher-unions, government-run re-educational gulags that we laughingly refer to as the public school system, which have simultaneously produced a dumbed-down electorate while inculcating political correctness in a media that prizes above all else celebrity -- even ignominious notoriety --  believing it to be preferable to no celebrity at all. Trump may be Kabuki Theater, but he is ratings and an incredibly large segment of the electorate watch and listen with the rabid enthusiasm of a “Desperate Housewives” zealot. Why not? “The Donald”, fluent in the dumbed-down patois of this riff-raff, understands more than anyone the debilitating appeal of coarseness in the culture. In this plastic, God-less, soul-less place that is the New America, image is everything and the guy who gets on TV and accumulates the most stuff is, by enthusiastic acclamation, the new Moses.

Trump and Obama, like any populist demagogues, rely on three primary principles: 1.  A Cult of Personality that is driven by abrasive ego and emphasizes glittering promises, a perpetual campaign mode and rhetoric over solutions and action: 2. A disillusioned, dispirited, desperate and frightened electorate who have lost faith in the traditional institutions and are personally invested in the individual candidate and the ideology: 3. Something (a disenfranchised group or an ideology) to loathe and blame for all the ills of the nation.

Both individuals are self absorbed egotists whose fascination with their sense of self is inexhaustible and whose sole purpose for existence is to bask in the glow of their own celebrity. Both have that insipid demagogic tendency towards gross exaggeration. And, perhaps the most unappealing personality trait of all… neither can accept responsibility for the consequences of their own behavior, occasionally denying, with a scary Orwellian certainty, repeated remarks made publicly on film.

But the genesis of Trump (or someone like him) is inevitable as it is understandable. He is, in fact, the bastard child of a corrupt, elitist  conservative party that is afraid to lead and has co-opted incrementalism as an official policy, creating a conspiracy of intellectual dishonesty indistinguishable from the progressive movement. The frustrating failure of any Republican legislative response to constitutionally questionable executive orders and a consistent pattern of pathological prevarication by so-called conservatives have set the table for a Trump candidacy. And the last seven years of the current resident of Pennsylvania Avenue and an equally corrupt administration has done little to assuage the people’s concern.

Obama is a captain who has not merely fallen asleep at the helm -- he has jumped ship.  Despite numerous terrorist attacks at home and abroad, Obama inexplicably warns that Global Warming and gun control are the greatest threats to our national security. Not to be one-upped in geopolitical nonsense, Attorney General Loretta Lynch stated after the Jihadist attack in San Bernadino that her greatest fear was  -- wait for it… Islamophobia ? Really? In light of that unpaid butcher's bill and, even in this era of outrageous political correctness, is it conceivable that we could officially bestow upon Muslims the most coveted of all classifications in the New America -- victimhood?  Mr. Obama’s cavalier disinclination to acknowledge that Jihadists are even in this country (absence of evidence is not evidence of absence) has alarmed and angered a majority of the people. And in this New America anger has become the default response, the singular empowering emotion, personified by Trump. His angry, unfiltered, freestyle scorched earth speechifying under the guise of anti-political correctness gives free reign to say almost anything, regardless of the damage to the body politic.

However, in this case, let's shoot the messenger and not the entire message. As inarticulate and uninformed as he may be, Trump has posited questions which strike a note of clarity regarding several serious concerns: Is it a universal right, morally or legally, for anyone to emigrate into America. Given a Department of Homeland Security vetting process that couldn't catch a Jihadist at an ISIS strategy meeting in Raqqa, is it such paranoid lunacy (as Progressives suggest) to call for a hiatus on all Middle Eastern immigration for a specified period of time? Do Americans have a right, in equity or in law, to know who’s entering its borders, keep track of them when they are admitted and access their social media before they arrive? One can only imagine the national outrage had FDR issued an Executive Order in 1942 allowing only German citizens emigrate to the U.S. -- but never Nazis.

As difficult as it is for Westerners to comprehend, Islam combines the unholy trinity of religion, politics and culture within the legal framework of Sharia Law. This 6th century form of government regulates the public and private lives of its adherents and is grossly incompatible with Western culture. Those skeptics that claim the implementation of Sharia in America is a straw-man argument – that it would never become the law of the land here--need only consider the Western Democracies of France, England and Belgium and the creation of “no go” areas of that “blended culture”. Have we as a nation sunk so deep in this politically correct, multicultural abyss of excrement that the very Constitutional freedoms and values created and implemented in Western civilization have now become our suicide pact?

It is a distinct possibility that a Trump candidacy could be a Titanic disaster, perhaps ushering in a more virulent culture-altering Progressive agenda. But he has peeled back the scales from our eyes; has asked painfully penetrating questions, challenged long held truths about an elitist political class that no longer serves the governed and has clearly demonstrated that a citizenry, free-born will not accept an out-of-control Big Brother Federal government. At the very least, he has made many of us re-think – regardless of one’s political proclivities - what it means to be an American.

However, watching Trump from afar does not give a meaningful measure of the man, and, in the summer of 1988, once again being fortunate to be on the right side of history, I had the opportunity to encounter “The Donald”-- Mr. Personality his own self in the flesh. At the time, Davey Johnson, (then the manager of the New York Mets), and I are in the process of launching an IPO (Celebrity Resorts, Inc.). I'm in New York to attend a “Meet and Greet” at Delmonico’s downtown for our market maker J.W. Gant and Co. (the “king” of the penny stock brokers) for the last of the “Dog and Pony” shows for the New York stockbrokers (commonly referred to as “ticket pimps”). The soiree is scheduled for the next evening and tonight I’m going to the last game before the All Star break at Shea Stadium in the Manager’s Field Box, the very seats where two years before I watched in disbelief as Billy Buckner, hobbling pathetically on the inside of his ankles, booted Mookie Wilson’s soft grounder that ultimately cost Boston the World Series. (In one of baseball’s great ironies, Buckner, a stellar 22 year veteran, one time NL batting champ and lifetime .289 hitter with over 2700 hits, will be remembered forever only for those two seconds.)

I'm accompanying Davey’s cousin to the game, (an attractive aerobics instructor whose husband was out of town) and meeting her at the #7 Train subway station directly in front of the stadium. She’s running late and it’s the 2nd inning by the time the usher shows us to the box. Davey’s field box has four seats on the first base line – two on the rail and two directly behind -- all four are the best seats in the house with a perfect close-up view (even for Shea) of all the action. I give the usher a ten-spot and notice his sheepish look as he glances at the tickets. Averting my eyes, he leads us down to field level to the box where I determine the source of the kid’s consternation; the seats are already occupied -- by none other than “The Donald” himself in the company of some unidentified younger babe.

At that time Trump is riding high, his problematic financial situation still only a rumor. Remaining seated, he ignores us, ostensibly focusing on the game as we stand in awkward silence in the aisle. It was clear the usher, a pimple-faced kid outfitted in parachute pants, an official “Mets Usher” T shirt and a Mets hat over a crop of unruly red hair has dummied up and suddenly disappears, quicker than a mob informer entering a witness protection program.

“I believe you're in our seats,” I say in as conciliatory a tone as I could muster. “We have the two in front.” Trump finally impatiently scowls up at me, like I’m a Fuller Brush salesman standing on his porch with my case of samples.

“I’m very, very good friends with Davey…I’m sure he meant to give me these seats,” he says, making no attempt to conceal his contempt at even being challenged for sitting in the wrong seats. “It was an oversight,” he says dismissively, turning back to the game. As any sports devotee will testify, grabbing someone else’s seats is gauche, but apparently this guy is insistent on laying claim to these four feet...just so he can be seen on the rail? This blue-blooded Bozo is way out of line and Davey’s cousin, a transplanted New Yorker who has adopted the “take no prisoners” attitude of the natives, realizes it and gives me a sidelong glance as if challenging my testicularity. I dismiss the idea of letting him know that I'm Davey’s business partner and I’m with his cousin. Nobody in America is going to “one up” this swollen ego. It’s clear…there ain’t no hook big enough for this guy’s hat.

I stand firm, showing the young lady I've got a little gravitas and I'm not just some rube from Florida. “Yes sir, but these are still our seats,” I reply. hoping to strike a quiet tone of assurance, which, at that moment I do not possess. Trump stands, rising to his impressive 6’ 2” height, lips pursed in a smart-ass smirk I'd love to slap off his arrogant face. He glowers at me impatiently, a jaw jutting jackass, face contorted into a mask of disgust. “Do you know who I am?” he asks, almost rhetorically.

In the presence of the Great Man I founder momentarily, drawing an uncharacteristic rhetorical blank, but inspiration strikes -- I quickly recover. “Yes sir, Mr. Trump, I do… do you know who I am?” I ask. Just then the crowd roars at the crack of a bat and he lifts his head, looking over my shoulder at the field beyond me. Reluctantly he turns his attention back to me. "I have no clue," he sniffs, like the self-important prick he is.

Holding up the two ticket stubs in the form of a “V”, I look directly at him. “I'm the guy,” I say confidently, “with two tickets on the rail,” -- and smile after him as he storms off into history.

Hope everyone had  a great Holiday Season. And -- no shit -- drink the good whiskey now!

Freddie Van

(a freeborn American child of God)
           

Wednesday, September 9, 2015

Racing Algernon

Some time ago during a conversation concerning my 91-year old mother's Alzheimer's diagnosis, a lifelong friend and retired surgeon -- no stranger to death in all of its dreadful configurations -- related one of those dictums that rattle around in one's head like a persistently annoying jingle, a tinny little tune that won't go away. "Forget all that crap you read in the obits about '...peacefully entering eternal rest surrounded by his loving family...' " he observed. "The late stage life cycle is usually painful, slow and almost always ugly."  

His analysis, though brutally pragmatic, was devastatingly accurate. After a series of falls resulting in broken bones and myriad injuries that led to several hospital visits and a three month stay in a rehabilitation facility, my mother began her slow, steady downward spiral both physically and cognitively. At one point she was admitted to the hospital for a week with a dangerously low hemoglobin count, totally oblivious to her surroundings. As her condition deteriorated, Hospice (yet another one of these ubiquitous end of life Medicare funded programs) paid a visit and dropped off some of their tony literature. The slick, color brochure, which promises a "pain free, dignified transition", depicted what appears to be a stress free loving family surrounding a white haired (but stylishly young) debonair gentleman, clearly the patriarch, who is lounging comfortably in a hospital bed in a private room setting. They are virtually beaming at the camera, their smiles radiating happiness, as if they were preparing to treat old Dad to a day at Disney instead of a celestially eternal dirt nap. In post-modern America, we package even The Grim Reaper like so much toothpaste. 

Surprisingly, she bounced back from the hospital stay and was placed directly into a Rehabilitation Center. The rehab facility "a clean well lighted place" almost completely financed by Medicare and Medicaid, simultaneously smelled of disinfectant and old-age decay is, for many "residents" the end of the line, a holding tank for all manner of the debilitated -- stroke victims, advanced Parkinson's, Alzheimer and dementia patients. When not going through the motions of "rehabilitation" sessions, those residents in various states of diminished mental and physical capacity are lined up at the nursing stations in their respective wings so the staff may monitor their movements. Invariably, upon seeing a stranger approach, they will reach out with ancient, thin skinned and translucent hands and, almost to a resident, ask some variant of the question "...can you get me out of here?" 

In some sad way, these octogenarians are a colorful cast of characters: The poor old guy, a stroke victim, who perpetually sat in his wheelchair, right arm held forward stiffly in a Nazi salute, left leg extended backward on the outside of his wheelchair as if eternally running the 100 meter high hurdles who every 30 seconds would loudly exclaim  "...on the money, buddy", a phrase he uses to communicate everything from bathroom requests to hunger. Or the retired investment broker who did not so much suffer from dementia as he reveled in it and who loudly blamed "...those Jew lawyers" for his forced commitment by his family. Or the patient, a perpetually smiling butterball of a man, suffering from some undisclosed ailment, who occasionally had to be restrained lest he spent his entire day hopping and jumping along the walls of the corridors throughout the facility, resembling a midget leaping up to mail a letter.   

During my mom's 99 day stay in rehab, I befriended a 94 year old long retired lawyer whose mental acuity was razor sharp but was physically so decrepit he had difficulty manipulating the toggle switch on his electric wheelchair. I would occasionally run into him outside in a little garden/gazebo area where we would discuss a variety of topics. He was a surprisingly adroit individual, with an incredible memory for dates and numbers -- not just for a 94 year old, but for anyone -- and an entertainingly dry, acerbic wit. In my conversations with him, I am mindful of the literature on nursing home protocol I have read on interacting with the aged...always encourage an upbeat attitude -- focus on a positive future. My elderly friend, a hopeless cynic, would have none of it. On one  meeting outdoors in the garden, on one of those breezy, crystal clear, gorgeous Florida days in early Spring, the sky so blue it made the ocean jealous, I opined that it was "...a  beautiful day to be alive". The old guy carefully placed his book (Nietzsche's "Beyond Good and Evil") on his lap, peered at me over the top of his cheaters and simply scoffed. "Young man", he said with a sardonic smile,  "I wouldn't go that far".   

My mother's short term memory has deteriorated months ago and now the disease is doubling down, racing at a breakneck speed, affecting her hand-eye coordination and her ability to ambulate, confining her to permanent wheelchair status. Despite this, and the fact she really should be placed in a skilled nursing situation, I manage to locate and finagle her a spot in an excellent facility that provides 24/7 care, but is not inundated with the unsettling senile screamers and weepers who can be frightening.  In her newly decorated room I watch my mom, staring vacantly at her hands as if they were newly grown, undiscovered appendages. Her lips move soundlessly, now rarely able to articulate the words even on those rare occasions when she actually formulates a thought. Oddly, when she does speak, she often slips into French, her native tongue. (A government interpreter in Europe after WWII, she was fluent in three languages and, typically with Alzheimer's, what is most ingrained -- i.e.; language in her case -- is the last faculty to completely deteriorate.) 

"Quand je voudrez allez a la maison?" (when may I go home) she asks, gazing intently at some invisible spot on the ceiling. I do not tell her I sold her home seven months ago. 

"Peutre demain, ma", (maybe tomorrow) which is my standard reply in what little of the language I remember from childhood.  

"Okay," she says in a thin, frail voice, "okay", still focused on a specific point on the ceiling.  

My research on the hereditary nature of the disease is indeterminate and, despite my mother's life threatening precarious plight, I cynically contemplate and focus on my own future -- how will this affect me. Despite the unseemliness of the thought, only the slightest shadow of shame floats through my consciousness -- but does not linger. More than 64 years of Baby-Boomer self absorption indemnifies me from any guilt. I am steadfastly secure in my selfishness.

These days, every misplaced set of keys, inability to recall the name of an acquaintance or momentary mental lapse strikes a frightening chord of dread deep within me. To a man with a hammer, everything looks like a nail. Could this be me in 20 years? 10 years? 5 years? Will I eventually devolve into some helpless, non-ambulatory, non-verbal sack of mush, curled up in a fetal position. My worst nightmare -- Consummate Wise Guy regresses into a primitive, imbecilic Knucklehead Smith. According to the  American Academy of Neurology, (an impressively sounding outfit) and a number of other equally distinguished and notable organizations which I have encountered in my Internet investigation, there is an established  correlation between concussions and Amyloid (a toxic protein) deposits, which are thought to cause Alzheimer's.

I run through my checklist of lifetime concussive events, mostly sports related, for the thousandth time. It dawns on me that for the first 21 years of my life I used my head as either a battering ram or a speed bag. My early sports activity clearly puts me at risk for the disease. Several visits to specialists does not diminish my consternation. They are generous in their cavalier advice --"wait and see"..."don't worry about it"..."we'll revisit it in a year or so..." -- the very sort of worthless platitude you would expect from another egotistical, narcissistic Baby-Boomer who is unaffected by my situation. (Which is precisely the problem with the Boomer Generation -- over solicitous concern for every third-world reprobate on the planet but absolutely zero empathy for those that are truly victimized and suffering. Little wonder this country is in such a calamitous condition.)  

Today at the Nursing facility, as everyday, the residents are put through a series of "rehabilitation" exercises ranging from physical and occupational  therapies to speech and cognitive exercises. This afternoon's cognitive therapy is an art class, which is attended by a dozen or so Alzheimer's/dementia residents, exclusively  women. They are given brushes, watercolors and a canvass on an easel and are instructed to paint a bunch of colorful flowers in a vase which is setting on a small table in the center of the room. I slowly saunter around the circle of elderly artists examining their work. While none are in danger of shocking the art community as the next Grandma Moses, all of their work vaguely resembles a vase containing flowering plant life of some description.  

My mom's effort, however, appears to be something akin to Picasso's greatest hits...if he was smoking crack when he painted it. After a few minutes she loses interest and simply stares mindlessly at the canvas, her thoughts lost in some private, inaccessible space to which only she is privy. She exudes a somber sadness, a melancholy loneliness that is profoundly visceral and heartbreaking.  

And so now begins the long goodbye -- the slow, steady unpacking of her  cognitive suitcase. Based on my observation of the other Alzheimer's patients here who are in the later stages of the disease, the future appears to be less than hopeful. This insidious disease, a thief with a burglar's brass balls, robs one's memories and then, almost as an afterthought, in a merciless coup de grace -- a heartless smash and grab -- brazenly snatches what little is left. This woman, who survived Nazi occupied France as a teenager, three  impetuously feral sons and a husband who marched to the beat of his own private intemperate demons, is a survivor and will not "... go gently into that good night". But her end will not be swift. It will not be merciful. 

What is it like for her, I wonder, on those nights alone in the darkness of her room, eyes wide with fear unseen, sleepless, silently staring -- death and dementia at the door? In those transient moments of lucidity, does she despair of all hope? Or maybe, does she glimpse, for only a fleeting second, a happier time from days long past? And in that brief, ephemeral reverie, does she remember -- feel the very fabric of her life, each day in every detail -- the memory making even the ordinary simply too beautiful to bear. 

Freddie Van

(a hopeful child of god)

Sunday, November 9, 2014

BARRY AND ALI -- LOVE LETTERS IN THE SAND

U.S. Department of State/FOR EYES ONLY
DESIGNATION: Diplomatic Pouch - Private Correspondence
TO: Ali Khamenei, Supreme Leader of the Iranian State
FROM: Barack Hussein Obama, POTUS

Dearest Supreme Leader,

Well, I hope your week is going better than mine. As you probably have heard by now, our elections over here did not go very well for my Party – not that anyone could blame me, even though those knee-jerk neo-cons sure tried. To begin with, two-thirds of the voters (for whom I claim a mandate) stayed home in protest and did not even cast a ballot because the Republicans have been so mean at me and hatein’ on me, which, of course, is just another form of voter suppression. 

That 66% of virtual voters would have certainly put my policies over the top if they had not been coerced and bullied into being so discouraged. Supreme Leader, how I envy you your political organization over there; no pesky constitution to which you actually must adhere, only a single candidate on every ballot and political opponents who stay in line and keep their pie hole shut because they know what side their pita is buttered on. You certainly have it goin' on over there!

These nasty, nattering Nazi Conservative Republicans (knowing how fond your people were of the Nazis during WWII, I use the word in the most collegial context) have been jumping all over me for everything I do – from Executive Orders that erase U.S. borders to racially charged speeches and openly bigoted positions – and for even playing too much golf! For Allah’s sake, I just can’t make these people understand that I’m the President and they aren’t!

Speaking of golf, Great Supreme Leader – I know you probably think that  it’s the game of The Great Satan, but honestly, it can be a lot of fun and I think you would find it way more relaxing than, say, playing soccer with decapitated heads of Christians and Jews. I can get you on Congressional C.C. in D.C., so next time you’re in town, we should play a quick round. Well, to be truthful, my rounds are not that quick - usually in the 5-6 hour range (but don’t listen to that Uncle Tom Capitalist pig, NBA team owner Michael Jordan – I’m an excellent player – it’s the other folks in the foursome that are always slow). But, just to be on the safe side, you’d better bring along a prayer mat and a compass as I know you people have to pray four or five times a day facing a specific direction and I never know exactly where I am.

Any-who... I need a small favor. As you know, several years ago I withdrew all of our troops out of Iraq because my West Point educated Generals deliberately gave me misinformation and didn’t have sense enough to properly train the so-called Free Iraqi Army in Northern Iraq, whose casualties were virtually zero as they simply dropped their weapons in the face of danger and ran or turned coat (go figure these Sunnis…am I right?). If that wasn't bad enough, those same Generals gave me inaccurate intelligence on that wacky Syrian situation (that’s really a mess, isn't it?), which led me to refer to these ISIS folks as the “JV”, which got even CNN all up in my business. This ISIS group is gobbling up the entire region faster than Bill Clinton racing through a McDonald’s on $1.00 Big Mac Day and causing me a severe case of angina.

Now Supreme Leader, I know we've had our differences in the past but I think you always knew I had your best interests at heart, especially during all this Israel nonsense about uranium enrichment and centrifuges (whatever the hell they are). The pace with which these crazy low-life ISIS are decapitating folks is making the French Revolution look like a beautiful day in Mr. Rogers' neighborhood (for your information Great Supreme Leader, Mr. Rogers was a mild-mannered character in an American  children’s TV  show who happened to be a homosexual in real life and you probably would have decapitated him yourself). I’m sure you’d be the first to agree that we have a common interest, as these ISIS nut jobs certainly won’t make your life any easier down the road either.

So, I was just wondering if you can give me a hand and unleash that famously savage Revolutionary Guard Corp to get a little decapitation action of your own going and ward off these ISIS people. I hate to be asking at such a late date, but my National Security people dropped the ball once again and I had to learn that ISIS was approaching the entrance of the Baghdad airport from that idiot Brett Baer on FOX News. I don’t have to tell you, Supreme Leader – if that airport is overrun and my State Department people are trapped and slaughtered by decapitation, it’ll make Benghazi look like a little political pissing match between Hillary Clinton (who screwed it up to begin with) and Trey Gowdy, that Congressman with the goofy hair. Believe me, with all this first amendment foolishness over here, I’ll get pilloried with some pretty lousy optics. Even MSNBC won’t be able to bury it this time.

If you can see your way clear to help me out with this little problem, I’m certain I can work out some amicable arrangement (on the low-down) to allow your people to get those centrifuges spinning at full speed again so you can continue your uranium enrichment program, which you have so generously promised not to weaponize.

I’ll handle any push-back on this end from those whining right wing kooks who are sure to complain about all the anti-Semitic rhetoric over the years dealing with Jewish annihilation and pushing the Zionists into the sea and all. Just because one of the articles in your Constitution contains a codified pledge of Jewish genocide, that certainly doesn't mean you are compelled to necessarily abide by that one little plank. I personally have ignored several Constitutional guarantees right here in America – with hardly any blow-back! However, it may be helpful for both of us, politically speaking, for you to simply say you don’t have any bad intentions towards Israel – to kind of grease the two-state solution skids in the short term.

But don’t worry Supreme Leader…I’ve got your back on this one. If you’ve ever seen me in action on TV, you know I can be more persuasive than a pitchman selling a Squatty-Potty on a 30 second infomercial. I’ll just let them know that all those decades of bluster was merely saber-rattling and political posturing – essentially a cultural misunderstanding – just your way of saying you’d rather not live around those people. And really, who could blame you with guys like Bibi Netanyahu running the show over there. Don't get me started on him... he’s one pushy Jew – no?

Given the fact that my articulated primary foreign policy operating principle is “…just don’t do stupid stuff...”, I would prefer the Media not stumble upon these private communications, so please keep this stuff under your turban. The last thing I need right now is that numb skull and Spawn of Satan, Susan Rice to get in front of a camera again and start channeling  John (“yeah, that’s the ticket”) Lovitz, babbling about whatever floats into her empty little head. (For your information, Supreme Leader, Lovitz is an American comic who appeared on a Saturday night TV show called “SNL” and is also a pushy Jew.)

This is the third private correspondence I have written to you and you have yet to write back - or even call. In my last letter I even included my cell number and personal private e-mail address on my Blackberry and no response. This really hurts my feelings worse than when the press bullied me and made fun of my big ears, (which are not really that big, it’s just that I have a small head). Please, please,  Supreme Leader, let me know what you’re thinking on this. Somebody has to do something – and quick – or I’m going to get blamed again!

Sincerely Yours in Allah,

Barack

PS Enclosed, please find a gold embossed edition of the Koran. I would greatly appreciate your autograph in Arabic on the cover page in the space provided. I plan on displaying  the Holy Book in a place of Honor in my Presidential Library – Allah willing and the Euphrates don’t rise.




Friday, August 22, 2014

ON THE ROAD WITH REVEREND AL:

THE TRAVELLING TRAYVON TRAVESTY TOUR

The long, hot summer continues— steamy urban nights where the menacing sense of impending disquiet hangs heavy in the humid air; sweat slides slickly down the back, stray hounds whine mournfully in the fetid heat, their hackles raised, skittish wives with nervous hands gently stroke the business edge of a freshly sharpened kitchen knife as they crazily eye the back of their husband’s neck. But while the uneasy natives grow increasingly restless, for Al Sharpton, the gangsta race pimp, business is booming.

From Brooklyn to St. Louis, the race racket hustle has hardly ever been better and, with the possible exception of the 1967 riots of Detroit, Newark and Harlem, this season is shaping up to be the most profitable and productive summer for the Rev’s National Action Network since Tawana Brawley and Freddy’s Fashion Mart, the latter tallying seven white employees burned to death. Ahh…the good old days.

With the welcomed help of the New Black Panthers leader Malik Zulu Shabazz and good buddy Attorney General Eric Holder, Sharpton’s racial entrepreneurial genius is cashing in on the backs of two dead African Americans – Eric Garner and Michael Brown – both of whom died as a result of altercations with police only two weeks apart. Sharpton, whose demands for justice never rely on investigative fact gathering, promptly inserted himself into both situations, determining both cases to be homicides before the release of the coroner’s autopsy report or even before any of the parasitic MSNBC talking toadies.

Eric Garner, a 42-year-old African American, died while resisting arrest when Staten Island police confronted him for selling untaxed cigarettes.  Several officers were needed to restrain him, one using a choke hold prohibited by the NYPD, which was recorded on a cell phone video and ultimately blamed for the heart attack he suffered during the dust-up. The fact that he was your basic morbidly obese, 350 pound asthmatic with myriad health issues and, (as the video clearly illustrates) was the instigator of the very physical dispute apparently was inconsequential. 

As usual, Sharpton’s appearance did little to illuminate and much to instigate as his primary contribution was to announce a “March for Justice” to clog up the Verrazano Bridge from Brooklyn to Staten Island. The plan was re-named “Justice Caravan” with the decision to bus the justice seekers instead of marching across the span, ostensibly because the bridge had no pedestrian access. One may speculate, however, that Mr. Garner’s supporters were in similar physical condition as the late Mr. Garner and a summer march of 1 ½ miles would perhaps invite additional heart attacks, which would create a problem for the Rev; how does one sue a bridge?

But the Garner incident was merely a shoot-around for the Big Game; events 900 miles away were unfolding in Ferguson MO and fortune smiled benevolently on the good Reverend Al with the shooting death by a white police officer of an unarmed 18 year-old African American, Michael “The Gentle Giant” Brown.  With bigger fish to fry, the Rev immediately jumped on the first Gulf Stream that was made available, (no doubt compliments of a previously extorted CEO), beating the fading Jesse Jackson by several days.

The Rev, nattily attired in a gleaming European-cut sharkskin suit (the choice of all successful pimps), arrived just in time to muster his troops of nihilistic thugs and thieves and, along with Brother Shabazz’s Black Panthers, rallied them to multiple days of violence and looting. This, of course, is necessary to stimulate T-shirt sales, generate National Action Network fundraising and bolster the Rev’s pathetic MSNBC viewership – all of which negates the Progressive mantra that steadfastly maintains hard work doesn’t pay off in America. Another day, another dollar…the Reverend Al is doing just fine.

 In addition to Brother Shabazz, Sharpton gathered the rest of the old gang together; Tallahassee attorneys Daryl Parks and Benjamin Crump (of Trayvon fame and with whom the Brown family quickly lawyered-up) and U. S. Attorney General Eric Holder, who acceded to the demands of Sharpton and called for a third autopsy by the Federal Government – before results of the first two were even known.  Doctor shopping Fed style.   

 Last, but by no means least, our post-racial POTUS, completely incapable of resisting any temptation to weigh in on all things concerning race, held a press conference declaring that AG Holder would conduct a “parallel” investigation in Ferguson whereupon he promptly dispatched 40 FBI agents to canvass a municipality with a population of 21,000 people. Odd how Holder can spare 38 more agents in the Ferguson investigation than he can in the entire protracted IRS investigation, which has ignored multiple subpoenas and is dragging its feet as it dawdles into its second year.

In a delicately worded balancing act at a press conference that stressed his empathy with the “aggrieved” African American community of Ferguson, Obama virtually ignored the lawlessness of the violence, questioning the mayhem and looting only because it “…does little to achieve the goals of justice”. The POTUS refused to make any comment on his decision to send his A.G. Holder and the   Federal Government intervention, citing the standard “ongoing investigation” dodge, which he uses selectively when it serves his narrative. “…The DOJ works for me, I don’t (want to) look like I’m putting my thumb on the scales of justice”, said Obama, completely dismissing his comments several months earlier when he body-slammed the scales of justice with his “...no corruption? – not a smidgen of corruption!” remarks during an interview referring to the ongoing DOJ investigation of the IRS. On matters of national security or domestic policy, Obama consistently reacts to problems with a disinterested, completely detached, (even bored), attitude as he  perfectly outlines policy steps he will not take while offering vapid and banal rhetoric  that pass for ideas. Predictably, his rhetoric, not tethered to any recognizable reality, disappears into the fog of obscurity, never executed and quickly forgotten.  Despite his deep seated anti-colonial, anti-Semitic worldview, on matters of race in America our post-racial POTUS is active and engaged and, while he may not be virulently anti-white, he is fanatically pro people of color.

As of this writing, the actual facts of the shooting are unclear. Initial eyewitness accounts created a narrative that vehemently claimed that Brown did not physically confront Darren Wilson, the responding officer; that Brown, innocently strolling down the street was summarily executed in cold blood, shot in the back with his hands up while surrendering. Perplexingly, preliminary autopsy results appear to directly contradict eyewitness statements. The autopsy indicated that all shots came from the front and according to a source in the Prosecuting Attorney’s Office, a police report indicates that a hospital X-ray revealed Wilson suffered an “orbital blowout fracture to the eye socket” caused by serious trauma (corroborating Wilson’s version), although CNN disputed that police report.

Meanwhile, the nightly terrorism continued, punctuated by brief periods of semi-calm despite the efforts of the media who inserted themselves into the story every evening and were more plentiful than hungry Hondurans crashing the border at a Homeland Security way-station. Reporters snatched marchers off the street for interviews, asking ridiculously suggestive questions that elicited tearful sobs from the interviewee punctuated by disingenuous sighs of compassion from the interviewer.  Marchers, claiming to be residents of Ferguson, provided anecdotal accounts of decades long police brutality and shootings perpetrated upon young African American boys so multitudinous one marvels at how any black males in Ferguson could have possibly survived such systematic genocide. The constant media speculation, deliberate misinterpretation of facts on the ground and individual reporter self aggrandizement proved to be a race to the bottom…a dash to see who could get it wrong first.   

Protesters, exercising their right of assembly, flooded the streets and the initial night of 1st Amendment looting and destruction (in which law enforcement was instructed by the local politicians to sit and watch the carnage), proved to be quite profitable for these Constitutional advocates. So lucrative, in fact, they elected to exercise even more of their Constitutional rights on the second night and turned out in significantly greater numbers anticipating an enjoyable evening of unconstrained felonious “free speech” larceny. Unfortunately, they were met by a group of fascists in the form of law enforcement, who violated their constitutional rights when they had the outrageous effrontery to protect themselves and private property.

“Non-violent” town hall meetings were incendiary, as race baiters led by the Reverend Al, (who was quick to link the Brown shooting to the Garner debacle, taking full advantage of the “two-fer”) stoked the crowd loudly proclaiming “NO JUSTICE – NO PEACE”, basically demanding a directed verdict of guilty from the prosecutor. Why waste time on an investigation when a jury in the form of a street justice mob is ready with the noose? Why go through the legal process of a bill of indictment and trial when the Attorney General of the U.S. arrives in Ferguson and pisses in the jury pool by publicly stating he understands how black men are targeted by law enforcement – while relating his personal experience of police profiling and brutality…an outrageously irresponsible statement in light of the ongoing investigation in such an incendiary environment.  

Ron Johnson, a Captain in the Missouri Highway Patrol was assigned responsibility by the Governor to reestablish order after the first night, ostensibly because he was an African American and had a background in (black) community policing. At one town hall meeting at Greater Grace Church, Captain Johnson opened the show and, in a bizarre Kumbaya Moment meant to create reconciliation and understanding, addressed the church group in a curious fashion:  “I’m sorry. I wear this uniform and I should say I’m sorry,” he said, although it was not clear exactly for what or why he was apologizing. Then, in an oddly tone deaf moment, he spoke of his son, basically describing a young African American that, if confronted on the street, would cause many middle class whites to move to the other side. Warming to the crowd and dropping his consonants, he began in his best Ebonics – “When this is ova, I’m goin’ in my son room… –  he wear he pants saggy, he hat cocked to da side, got tattoo on his arms – but he my baby…” he proclaimed amid the shouts from the boisterous congregation and Pentecostal style organ riffs.

If tolerance, reconciliation and understanding were actually the goal, the speaker’s remarks, the violent sloganeering and the general tenor of the assembly missed the mark with all but the most enlightened Progressives. Reminiscent of the Trayvon Martin trial, the giant image of Michael Brown as a 14 year-old was prominently displayed on a large screen in the church. The picture captured a young, pudgy, harmless African American youth who bore a striking resemblance to Fat Albert, Bill Cosby’s Saturday morning cartoon character. This depiction of the “Gentle Giant” was completely at odds with the images of a threatening 6’4”, 275 pound Brown caught stealing boxes of Tiparillos (what’s the deal with these black guys and tobacco products?) on a convenience store surveillance video while bullying a much smaller and older store owner. The video of the theft, which was released the previous day, was shot literally moments before his encounter with Officer Wilson.  While its evidentiary value could demonstrate Brown’s state of mind at the time of the shooting, it was demonized by Sharpton and the Brown family mouthpieces as “character assassination”.

Several days into the investigation Mr. Shabazz , attracting more free cable TV face time than even the Obama Care Pajama Boy garnered, demanded, (along with Sharpton) in the interest of “transparency”, that the identity of the police officer be released to the public. With his megaphone in hand, Shabazz led a group of zombie-like black citizens in a frightening incantation --“WHO DO WE WANT! – DARREN WILSON! – WHEN DO WE WANT HIM! – NOW! It is not a coincidence that the identity request came from the Panthers: during the Trayvon Martin trial, death threats by the Black Panthers forced George Zimmerman, his parents and even his neighbors into hiding. (This writer was in attendance at the Zimmerman trial last summer and gleaned firsthand knowledge of the New Black Panthers. They are menacing Nation of Islam zealots, anti-Semitic, anti-white, first class racist and serious felons.) The authorities knew Officer Wilson was not a flight risk and the singular reason Shabazz and his black suited thugs had an interest in his identity was simple intimidation. The town of Ferguson is currently under siege and will remain so, until one of the three parallel investigations coughs up Wilson, the negotiating chip.  And make no mistake, if none of the other investigations indicts and convicts, Holder will cough him up quicker than Obama can get a tee time at Congressional Golf Club. Unfortunately, Officer Wilson has little chance of getting a no bill from the Grand Jury, regardless of the evidence presented. And when Wilson is indicted, the threat of recurrent violence looms large if the verdict is not to the liking of the street justice vigilantes.

Regardless of the outcome in Ferguson, cable TV will be inundated for months with peripheral discussions of race that inevitably focus on additional spending for a variety of previously failed social programs. Countless billions will be thrown at new prenatal care and head start initiatives, medical care, additional expenditures for education, an increase in the national minimum wage and the always mythical “job creation”— the myths, of course, are two-fold: The first is that government can actually “create” jobs. The second is that all black criminality would magically evaporate if only jobs were available.  One wonders if those unfortunate jobless individuals in Ferguson would have dropped the purloined big screen TV to investigate the opportunities provided if there was job fair next door to the looted stores.  

Politicians, jabbering political pundits and educators – will all demand yet another “conversation” about “Race in America” and, in their deathly trepidation over being labeled racist by certain media and black “Leadership” will take great pains to avoid the truth and perpetuate the denial.

Since the inception of the “Great Society” – 50 years ago, 7 trillion dollars ago – the entitlement culture has impoverished two generations of African Americans and has metastasized into the body politic of the middle class.  The statistics regarding the pathologies in the black community are staggering. African Americans constitute 13% of the population, yet represent half of all homicide victims in America.  Of those black homicide victims, 93% were murdered at the hands of other blacks. The incontrovertible evidence indicates that children (especially males) of fatherless families are significantly more likely to become involved in drug addiction, engage in violent behavior and criminal activity and serve prison time before the age of 30*… gruesome statistics. With nearly 75% of African Americans born out of wedlock,** (what we would so delicately refer to in hushed tones as “bastards” back in the day – a term that has been deemed so pejorative the original definition is no longer in use in the modern day lexicon), how do Charlatans like the Reverend Al Sharpton and the Reverend Jesse Jackson react?  Living in a cocoon of denial, the illegitimacy problem is consistently ignored or even disputed by African American leadership in an effort to perpetuate the victimization narrative, which is the currency of their realm. The dichotomy between the truth of the established facts and the longstanding, malevolent policies of the leadership in black America is a puzzling enigma and impossible to reconcile…entire religious movements have been founded on phenomena less mysterious.

While the militarization of local law enforcement (financed over the last decade with Federal Government dollars) which was so prominently on display in Ferguson was troublesome, perhaps the Feds, under the tutelage of the contemptible consortium of Obama, Holder, Sharpton, Shabazz, et al, know something about future urban insurrection that we don’t. In the meantime, keep your powder dry.

And remember to drink the good whiskey now.

Freddie Van
(a cynical child of god)


*National Fatherhood Initiative

**Heritage Foundation